I had a bit of a reaction to the COVID vaccine so ended up in hospital the week before last. They were concerned about potential blood clots so did a CT scan - no blood clots but they found a breast lump.
The radiographer's report says it is "mostly in keeping with a fibroadenoma" but it was referred to the breast surgeon's for a second opinion. I was told I'd only be called in if there was a problem and I'd get a phone call of that was the case. No news is good news type thing.
On Friday a letter arrived out of the blue with an appointment for the breast clinic this week. Having phoned them it seems that it was issued automatically, because of the presence of the breast lump. Not because the breast lump has been reviewed and they think it's sinister (which is what I was told would be the procedure).
I don't want to sound like I'm having a pity party for one, but I don't have a lot of resilience left right now. Going to the hospital to get checked out for the clot just about did me in (claustrophobic and panic in hospitals).
I keep telling myself that CT looked as if it was benign (although I'm aware that isn't 100% accurate), and that there was no signs of spread anywhere. I can't feel the lump and no changes to my breast. So even if it was the very worst news, it would have been caught early.
Despite all the above, dear god, I'm full of anxiety. I've got two autistic DC and I am utterly panicked. Trying very very hard to focus on the facts and not get worked up but am struggling. I know no one is a mind reader but can anyone offer any advice, or similar stories?
I'd be so grateful.