Hi any ladies suffer with health anxiety and ocd? I'm not coping at all! Happy of indirect stuff happened last year but I fell into deep depression in august. I started seeing a fab therapist and things were going ok. I fount out I was pregnant with my 5th but sadly the pregnancy ended with a medical termination. I was so poorly that when I started to feel better I was on such a high. I went back on the devil pill (cerazette) for 2 weeks at the end of November and cried the entire time. Had no period until January then I started having tearing sensations and ver minor blood spots after sex. I was getting awful thrush and could feel raw spots on the outside of the entrance of my vagina. This put me off sex and we've only done it a hand full of times since. Always the same. Even with a condom. Tearing sensation and ver minor specks after that stops within seconds. I have a gp appt Tuesday morning and I'm totally I have cc. It's like a battle in my head. One side is totally rational: been with same partner for 14 years, 2 smears that were normal, last one being 2018 that said hpv neg. I stopped smoking in 2015. My periods have fell back into a regular 28'days. Awful pms but expected that. No abnormal discharge no spotting at any other time no pain no nothing. But then the other side is battling back with BUT such and such. My gp expects it to be nothing and probably hormonal so Iv got a coil refit in April but I'm just not coping. Anxiety attacks, fatigue just all round crap!