I wonder if anyone has any words of support/ experience and advice. I had put this in General Health, but I have put this here in case I get some more replies.
I was diagnosed with a 2cm Hemorrhagic ovarian cyst in October after an ultrasound. They also diagnosed me with adenymyosis. I am 46 and have had 2 DC - 11 and 8 - and originally went to the GP with mid-cycle bleeding over the last year. The CA125 blood test came back normal. The GP then referred me to see a gynaecologist but this referral was subsequently refused - the GP thinks because of covid - and they suggested I have a re-scan in 4 months, which is now booked in.
Fast-forward to yesterday, the GP wanted to examine my cervix and take some swabs for infection etc. to see if there was any more idea about the bleeding. After I had done this, she said she was going to refer me to the colposcopy clinic - which she hadn't mentioned before. I asked her if my cervix looked normal, and she said yes, but I am now having severe anxiety attacks that she saw something and didn't tell me. I had a clear smear in July 2019, although in 2001 had a loop cone biopsy with CINII.
I'm also wondering if I even described the "mid-cycle bleeding" correctly. She didn't actually ask me about it - but I wonder if what i've been experiencing is irregular periods? Could someone tell me how we know what the difference is...I've been under a lot of stress recently - my husband has been having chemo for lymphoma and my daughter has severe anxiety and referred for ASD assessment, so I wondered if this has a part to play. The GP said stress absolutely wouldn't. Over the last few years, my cycle had changed anyway, from being spot on every 28 days to being much shorter - maybe 3 weeks and a couple of days or sometimes longer. Maybe the bleeding in-between have been periods rather than bleeding? I don't know about bleeding after sex as my husband and I haven't exactly been feeling that romantic recently... but that's another story!!!!
I know a clear smear isn't always foolproof. Could I have cervical cancer? would the GP have referred me anyway or would it have been because she could see something on my cervix. I find it hard to control my anxiety, so any advice would be so gratefully received. Thank you.