Sorry for the horrible post guys, but I literally can't sleep because I'm so worried.
I am 29 years old, and 7 months ago, I gave birth to my first child. The pregnancy and delivery was textbook, and the recovery afterwards was fantastic.
Since June, however, I have noticed that my periods have been coming a lot more frequent and lasting a lot longer.
I've phoned the doctor a number of times, and they keep telling me to monitor it. But I don't know what I'm meant to be looking out for. No doctor at my surgery will see me because of COVID-19 restrictions, and this month I've been passing quite large clots.
I have really bad health anxiety, and suffer from PTSD which is triggered by blood due to witnessing an accident that took my dad's life.
My gran died from ovarian cancer, and my mum had a full hysterectomy in her 40's. The doctor did say that it's not cancer though because it would have shown up during my pregnancy, but I'm really struggling to hold on to that, constantly having 'but what if' thoughts.
Has anyone had anything similar to this? I'm so scared that something bad will happen to me and my little boy won't remember me.
Thank you for any replies.