ATM I'm getting whichever HRT patches are available, ie not my preferred Estradot. Most patches seem to be equally effective for me, except Estraderm. Guess which I'm getting. Still, better than nothing.
Dry skin, poor sleep, forgetfulness, they are all objectively quantifiable. Hot flushes can be seen and felt by an external observer.
When I reported palpitations, I was immediately referred for an EEG. Normal. When I had chest pain, I was bluelighted to A&E for EEG and blood tests. Normal (GERD!).
Yet I still have the palpitations. They are very real to me. I have a BP monitor at home, and sometimes when I feel like my heart is about to leap out of my chest I put it on. Pulse slightly raised, BP within my norm. When it's a surge of anxiety or other emotion, the BP monitor shows no difference to my norm.
So what is actually measurable when I 'm feeling that way? The feelings are physical sensations as well as mental 'feelings'. Why do these episodes physically exhaust me?