Hey all
I am a mum to 2 beautiful girls. My daughters have a 6 year age difference between them. I lost 2 babies after my eldest(before my youngest).
However me and my partner are struggling to have another baby. Although beggars can't be choosers etc etc and I should be happy that I have 2 children already. But being a mum I've always wanted to have a max of 4 and then adopt 2 children. I have also been looking at fostering too.
But I'm finding it hard to even have my last 2 children myself. I've been trying for the past 4 years now and still nothing. My partner and I have gone for all the rest we needed to and everything seems fine.
I don't want to leave it too long to have more children but it seems like I will have too.
I don't want to sound horrible as I now there are women out there that would love to have children but j suppose it's just that thing you have inside your brain that is eager.
Anyone have any ideas.

