Well I haven't ever posted on it but I'm struggling this evening and I don't want to talk to anyone in RL because I'm sure everything is going to be fine.
So I went to the doctor's Tuesday as I had been suffering with pain in my breast and I found a lump. Doctor could feel it and has put in an urgent referral to the breast clinic. Now from reading this is pretty standard procedure. The doctor said he didn't think it was anything to worry about but had to be sure.
My appointment is Thursday morning. I'm fine in the daytime I have two kids and don't really think about it but in the evening I start to get a bit panicky and I can feel my heart racing. Went up to like 106 on my Fitbit the night I'm just frightened I guess. I have handed my notice in at work and I'm starting a new job which I'm really excited about. I'm just worried if it turns out to be anything sinister my new employer won't want me and I won't be able to withdraw my notice at my current job.
Need a hand hold I guess.
Sorry about my terrible grammar ect.