Hey there sorry not sure if this is right place for this. Feel bit paralysed and low. So many important things to do and think about in world but feel like world reduced to my anxiety. After 4 years of birth injury, fluctuating hormones, endometriosis, and ovarian cysts, feel like I took eye off ball on watching moles I have all over body. Just come out of a GP apt after podiatrist encouraged me to see him - breezed in apologising for wasting his time fully expecting it to be fine. And it’s not fine! Urgent referral to specialist dermatology at hospital. Now racked with guilt and anxiety. Have a nearly 4 year old. Feel completely stopped in track. Not sure what I’m asking really. Just don’t think anyone would quite understand in my real life this crushing sense of anxiety I’m having right now. Can’t even write the words what if something is wrong? Trying to be calm - have so much work to do. Just feeling awful. Thanks anyone who has read this. If anyone has had similar, did it work out ok?