Hi as the title says I am scheduled for a hystorectomy tomorrow last resort have tried all other options and they have not worked. This morning I woke up with the worst case of nerves I have ever experienced. I understand the reasons behind my surgery and how the outcome will help to take pain away although I also understand that the recovery process can be difficult.During a previous surgery it all went wrong and I went into anaphylactic shock and my heart stopped woke up in the ICU 9 hours later with alot of tubes coming from every where, the cause has now been identified as NSAIDS, latex and the iodine solution which was used and flagged as a do not use. Now all i can think is worst case scenarios and the what ifs have set in . The doctor prescribed diazepam which i have take every day since my preop last Wednesday. So far this morning I have cleaned my house, done yoga it usually has a calming effect on me but not today, i made sure i was working today as a distraction and have planned to watch movies with kids before bed tonight. Any ideas on ways to help pre surgery nerves?