Anyone here have pmdd? Not just bad pms but the severe kind that actually makes life impossible half of the month.
I’m due on any day now and as usual I’ve woken up suicidal, depressed, anxious, sad, angry and very irritable. Even getting breakfast feels impossible. I have a 3 year old who is amazingly still asleep and I’m dreading her waking up as I’ve no idea how to make it through the day by myself let alone with a little person to care for. I love her and my dp more than anything in the world but right now I just want an asteroid to drop on my head and end it all.
I feel like I’ve tried almost everything to help it and my only option is to take the robot pill Effexor which I’ve tried temporarily and just leaves me numb to any joy, almost mute and in a dream like world like I’m not actually present.
Does anyone else struggle this badly with their hormones?