So last night I managed to finish....
6. Look At Me - Anita Brookner
Frances works in a Library. Her work there is secondary to the work she undertakes each evening - using the cast of characters she encounters at the Library to inform her writing. Eventually she is one of the Doctors from the Research Institute (which the Library is part of), Nick, and his wife Alix seem to take Frances under their wing. Frances is delighted, she feels like she is leaving her old life behind and entering into a new world of excitement, sensual pleasures and selfishness. But she experiences it at a remove, she is always the outsider, always the observer. Always looking, seldom if ever looked at despite the refrain which echoes throughout the work.
This is a novel that takes its time getting under your skin, but once it does you can't look away. You can only look on, looking through Frances. She wants change, but any change is ephemeral, her thoughts are like quicksilver as one moment she has resolutely made up her mind only for an uttered phrase, a perceived slight, a memory, to send her down a different road.
I will admit that because Look at Me is a slow burner that I didn't enjoy it initially. Compared to some of my recent reads it felt like a slog, but once you get about a third of the way through you will stay with Frances.
Now on to something lighter for my next read, 7. Tell Me How You Really Feel - Aminah Mae Safi which I picked up because it's basically the Rory Gilmore/Paris Geller romance that we never got on Gilmore Girls. She even dedicates the book to Amy-Sherman Palladino for never giving Rory a decent boyfriend, because she always had Paris. So far it's decent YA.