Finally finished the book and couldn't put it down for the last few chapters, here's my review...
Being a nearly-but-not-quite 30 year old I didn't think I would have much to connect with in his book.
But for the first few chapters sudden and unexpected memories of my own college days wooshed back with a thump! Remembering everything, from the huge confusion and doubt of my own body and mind, to little things, like how everybody really did eat jacket potatoes, cheese and beans.
I did not have the same college life as Nina, in fact mine looks rather mundane in comparison, but what we all share at that age, regardless of life experiences, is the feeling that we are never quite getting it right. We are told to grow up, so we try to emulate the grown ups we see around us, only to be told we are acting childishly! No matter what we do, it seems to be wrong in someone's eyes, and although Nina never quite says this, her words scream out that feeling to me.
Being a Mum of one (cat) and a (hopefully) soon to be Mum, I couldn't believe the connection I felt to Nina's mother. Shappi had managed to convey the terror, confusion and general worry a mother feels without even using words from that characters lips. Just Nina's guilty reactions say it all, and probably better than any Mum feels able to express her emotions. In fact, you grow to know and love (or hate) every character as if you were listening to them talking, even though it's all in the form of Nina's thoughts. I am amazed by how much I feel I know about everyone using this style of writing and love it!
The emotional fluctuations that happen when reading this book take your breath away. One moment you are laughing with Nina and her friends, the next gasping in shock, the next crying in sympathy. I am awestruck by how much you are made to feel each little thing.
My only criticism is that the end, when it comes, comes too swiftly! I don't want to spoil the story for others so won't specify why, but your heart races through terror, sadness and joy! You don't know which emotion to feel, then two pages later it's the end!
Even saying that, this is one of the best books I have read in a long time and cannot wait to pass it on to friends to read. This would make an ideal book club read because it has something for everyone in it!