Am I thick? I read voraciously, a wide range of fiction, but I am soo confused by this book! It seems to have changed from one person telling the story to another, and I can't be bothered to try and work it all out. Very confusing. I don't know who died - thought it was Brendan, killed by Ben, but it now appears to be Ben, killed by Brendan. Wtf? Am very muddled between waitress in cafe and girl in red coat. Sheesh. Should it be this hard?