I can't think of any other way of phrasing it. I truly believe my fixation with chocolate is not far off the equivalent of alcohol/gambling addictions.
It amazes me that people can just keep chocolate in their cupboard and just get on with life knowing its there. If I'm having any challenges, I think some chocolate later will make it better. Sometimes I think about cutting it completely and then I literally wonder if life would be completely joyless without it.
All sounds quite dramatic but I'm so fed up of thinking about it all of the time. Perhaps should have put this in health, but my dependence on chocolate is a big contributing factor in the 4 stone window I seem to have been bouncing around for the last decade.
Have you been through anything like this? What did you do?