Hi folks. I went to a family Christmas do and someone sneaked a photograph of me, and wow what a kick in the teeth - I look awful! I know academically that I am about 4 stone overweight; but somehow in the mirror and in my head I feel much smaller. Some sort of weird reverse body dysmorphia? So it was a shock i can tell you to see that fat woman who looks like my mother!
So I have decided, season of good cheer be damned, I have to sort this out now. Years of binge eating, making good plans and failing by lunchtime... But this time I HAVE to mean it, or it will never change and I'll only get worse!
I'm quite an extreme person - just 'eat healthier' doesn't work for me, I just slide and slide or say 'tomorrow'. So I need a radical system to get me going.
I've chosen fast 800 because it feels sustainable to me whilst still (hopefully) giving me the quick results I need to stay motivated. I' going to do it for the two weeks before the Christmas hols, go up to 1500 cal per day for the holidays, then start the 5:2 phase in the new year.
First three days were OK; today is day 4 and I chose not to go to my office Christmas do because I KNOW I can't be there with all the cake and not eat it. Which I'm actually quite pleased with myself for realising, but it does have me feeling a bit sorry for myself.
Someone give me a little boost please and tell me I can do it!