I've been on a diet on and off for about 25 years, I'm now 40. I usually act to address my weight but since having my dd 3.5 years ago, I've allowed myself to get bigger and bigger,.I'm now a size 18, whereas usually a size 14. Definitely obese, BMI is about 36.
More recently some bloke in a 4x4 was driving aggressively in a car park when I was crossing from one side to another. I said something like 'hey' and moved to the side. He drives on before stopping, winding his window down and shouts 'fuck off you fat bitch'. I was so embarrassed and ashamed. Obviously he's a knob but also, he's right. So tired of battling my weight and have had more veiled comments in the past, but this is the first time I've been verbally abused directly for being fat. Feeling so sad about it.
Not even sure why I'm posting, I've ordered Mounjaro and gonna restart another diet but just feel so defeated.