I hate myself I hate being over weight but I love chocolate and biscuits and cake and crisps. I hate myself that I'm so weak I feel so miserable so very very sad. I love Jellys like the watermelon sweets and Haribos and eat so many of them. My eczema is so severe and it's probably to do with that. A few years ago I lost 4 and a half stone and then put so much weight back on. I went back to class but didn't do well. I count my calories but often and so easily go way way over. I'm so weak if there's chocolate or anything I want it but at the same time I hate myself so much. I am so very very fussy with food too so it makes it harder. I want to lose weight for Health too so why do i still love chocolate, cake, Haribos ,crisps etc I'm very sad very miserable. Thankyou for reading my post.