Since August last year I've lost 3 stone by calorie counting and exercising. I got down to a really good weight and was fitting in a size 8 in lots of clothes. I felt really good and confident.
I returned from a two week holiday a week ago. On the holiday I didn't diet as strictly as at home but I was very careful about what I ate. I ate no puddings, very little bread, went for the healthy options as much as possible. And I walked loads but didn't workout 6 days a week like I had been.
During those two weeks I've somehow managed to put a stone and a half on and I am so upset. I can't even get my jeans past my knees, and cellulite has returned everywhere from my tummy to my bum to even the cheeks on my face!
I bumped into someone I know today and they said 'oh, not doing your fitness and health kick anymore?' Looking me up and down.
I'm so upset. I was so careful on holiday and whilst I expected to get a bit 'wobblier' and put on a pound or two, I didn't expect for such a weight gain that seems disproportionate to just a couple of slightly relaxed weeks.
I feel like I'm almost back where I started from. Nothing fits, I can only wear leggings and I've got a muffin top in those.
Im just gutted