And it's starting to affect me. I'm overweight, I have gallstones. I should even be eating fatty food but I do, multiple times per week. I wake up the day after with pains in my tummy and back and have to run to the toilet. It's not worth it. I'm sick of my life being controlled by food.
I genuinely crave shitty takeaway food so much! I don't know if it's the salt or fat or taste or what. There is an element of laziness too but it's not all that because it takes seconds to stick something in the oven or make a sandwich.
Anyway, I've decided to go cold turkey. I don't want my children to end up like me, I want them to be healthy and eat nutritious food and be a normal weight. Any support would be so appreciated because I'm worried that I will fail.