Just back from holiday in Spain. We had a wonderful time but I felt SO self-conscious Every single time we go away, I feel like this, but this time I have decided that enough is enough.
I used to weigh 9 stone. Ever since having 4 children my weight has gone up and up to 14 stone 12 (where I am now). I often lose a stone and then gain it back again.
This holiday, not only did I feel self-conscious but I also felt too heavy physically getting in and out of the pool, heaving myself up the ladders. My joints ache. I am quite apple shaped so my belly is very round and high up, full of visceral fat which is the worst kind of fat
We are going back to the exact same hotel next year and I want to feel like a different person. I am going to weigh 10 stone and not feel so bad.
I'm going to calorie count and find one of the groups on here for some support 