Hello!
I’m trying to impregnate but am absolutely disgusted by my body, healthy way to open a thread eh, but bear with me! I’m 5.8 and I knew I’d put on weight but in 3 years I’ve put on 3 stone without even having a baby. I’m now 13.5 stone and got a shock when I got on the scales. I have a love hate relationship with the gym, and I’m quite greedy in the evenings, always adding an extra glass of wine etc. I used to be 8 stone during my teen years as I had an eating disorder so perhaps I’ve messed up my metabolism, well I know I have. I stayed at 10 stone for a while when a was in the gym everyday. So jealous of people who just stay the same weight more or less. I’ve been doing workouts everyday in lockdown too - burning 300-800 a time. Don’t really know what my point is but I’m feeling better for just ranting. I want to get to a healthy weight so I can conceive basically!