My mechanical scale had been acting up for a bit, when I stepped on it, it would read zero but then if you went back on your heels a banged it forward a few times it would register a weight, it varied wildly but I presumed that the highest weight it was giving me 97.5kgs was my weight (I'm 5 foot 7 for context)
I've been working hard on losing weight and I thought I was about 30kgs from my goal weight of 70kgs.
I've been working hard on my diet and fitness and I can see the changes in my face and body and wanted a more accurate weight measurement so I decided to treat myself to a new scale as a reward for completing couch to 5k (I'm not running 5k yet, I'm running running for 30 minutes which is about 4k for me) and I've just weighed myself for the first time on the new digital scale and its telling me my weight is 130.4 kgs.
I have no reason to doubt that the weight the digital scales are giving me is wrong (measured on a flat surface the same place I was using my old scales) I'm just bloody depressed, I've gone from having to lose 30kg to having to lose 60kg.
I was really thinking that I was making progress and 30kgs to lose seemed so achievable. I bought a size 18 Reiss dress online as a treat for half way through c25k and I was so happy when it arrived and it fit beautifully and I thought I wasn't too too far from my goal and now I've discovered I'm over 20 bloody stone.
Theres no one to be cross with except for myself for making bad choices with eating over the years, I'm just sad that what I thought my achievable goal was now feels even farther away