I always struggle with my weight, I've never been thin in my life but I thought I had it under control the last few years (size 14 but I'm tall so felt I looked good) the last year thought I've gone all to pot 
I'm two and a half stone heavier than this exact point last year and one stone heavier than the start of lockdown.
I know I need to get one and a half stone off to make me feel better than lose the last stone again.
I've also been drinking every single night in lockdown! I love a drink anyway but I really think it's getting out of hand now. I can't even admit here how much I drink every week but I'm worried it's starting to effect my kids, it's not unusual for me to fall asleep on the couch and have a hangover the next day.
I am pretty vain and love clothes and make up, the thought of being "released back into the wild" is stressing me out so much. I hate the thought of people seeing me like again and I can't even dress nice to make myself feel better as nothing fits me 
Starting tomorrow the 1st of June I'm-
Looking everything I eat on mfp giving myself 1600 calories a day.
Walking 10,000 steps every single day (we've been so lazy in lockdown and a lot of days not left the house)
Most importantly I'm not touching a drop of alcohol for the whole of June! I'm actually a bit nervous/worried about this one but it needs to be done. I'm hoping to reset my drinking but I think it might be a case of giving up for good but I can't think that far ahead just now.
I do eat pretty healthy anyway and enjoy cooking but eat far too much and eat too much crap between meals.
I'm looking all this so I can keep myself right and post back my weight loss on the 1st July. I NEED to be a stone down by then.