I don't know how to get back from this. I felt so good (despite being so ill) when I was skinny and now I'm back to being fat again - before at least I didn't know what it was like to be treated well and to fit into everything at the store and to not stare at your reflection and hate it, but now I do. It makes it all that worse and harder to lose it because the kinds of food I can eat was cut drastically due to the illness and part of my issue is that I can't have good, fresh, healthy foods.
I'm pretty much limited to processed crap, wheat, sugar, etc. If I cut that out I'll have literally nothing else because I can only have 3-4 fruits in small amounts (bowels can't handle more) and a few select veg, potatoes, bread, fish. The only enjoyment I get from food is that I can still have oreos and certain chocolates becuase they don't have dairy in them.