ive had weight issues for years. over the last five years i went to slimming world. i found it very hard but i was told i was size 24 and would need to have weight loss surgery which i did not want to have. it took nearly 5 years and was really hard esp as i take tablets which the dr told me would not help with weight loss and were well known for making weight gain. when the class stopped i was not able to go to a class nearby and gradually i started eating cakes bread cheese etc i was a size 16 to start with. i recently started running a charity shop on my own but there is a lovely bakery over the road so id often have couple cream cakes i know its all my own fault. yesterday i bought some clothes from a boot sale and i have had to have size 20 and one of those dont fit. i feel fat unhappy and hate the way i am but im terrible. the other day i had a couple handfuls of fruit and fibre for breakfast a banana for lunch and 2 small baked potatoes baked beans and cheese for tea. i did this for several days then today i have just ate half a sponge as my skirt feels so tight stupid i know. i have issues over food for years i dont eat meat and tend to have one meal i eat lots of times then change to something else i dont like meals as such and dont like mixed up food. in the past i have also made my self vomit after food. i thought i was doing ok some of my tablets have been reduced due to the shop and my partner my anti depressants cut down i just want to not be hungry and enjoy food but not be this size back to a 16 or dream size 14 would be fab can anyone help please