Wow what supportive responses :-)
Hmm pickachew weightloss is not a marathon you're right. It was odd the day of the super eating I felt really, really tired everything ached. I haven't been massively undercutting with kcal though and I have still been including some of my favourite foods. So I'm looking at the causes. Relieved and thank ful I don't feel like that every day. It's really hard to think I ca't do this when you self sabotage.
Frustrating that I can eat so much in one go! Fishonabicycle :-) thank you I find it hard to get back on the wagon though - it's really disheartening to think I reduced my intake for a week - went to great lengths to eat healthily and exercise then in one day was like a bear. I have been probably eating slightly more than maintenance since but period is a few days away and I didn't want to get into the whole eating a pack of biscuits state. I think I was fighting off a bug as well. I also feel hugely deflated and thinking how on earth do people sustain weight loss.
Greyspottedgoose it was the worst feeling yet oddly I can consiously think at the time why on earth am I dooing this and there is part of me saying I don't care - I want carbs loads of them. If I can find a way to avoid that state I''ll be very happy.
Chocorcheese - yeah I'm hoping a metabolism increase. Actually I find anything that increases my metabolism breastfeeding, exercise, being ill and hormonal really increases my appetite. When I was breastfeeding I was huge the hunger was insatiable. I side track :-)
Trickyex sorry to hear of your history - horrific for you and I hope you are having lots and lots of support for that horrific illness. Hugs and thanks for sharing. Yeah you see though I didn't have a large deficit for long I think I had one or two days that were low for me sround 1200 kcal but the rest were around 1800 (yes low but it was only a week). I do feel my body sense any weight loss and then appetite may increase.
I did my DNA testing and it came back genetics to be significantly overweight. Sigh so I'm fighting genetics a little. repeated theme I seem to see is thought that those who are slim may eat a lot at one point but then not fussed about food the ext.
What I'm also annoyed about was cutting breakfast stopped me grazing and overeating for that day.. I though it was a miracle. I was getting abit snappy though trying to get out of the house the am - more than usual but then was drinking more coffee. I wondered whether to have one or two days with no breakfast almost like a 5:2. It really did help appeite control.
It's very hard with weight loss isn't it not to self sabotage. My weight has increased by a lb or 2 each year for the past 10 years. I just wanted to break that weight gain trajectory.