I need to lose 6 stone, although 4 stone would be good as well for the time being.
The only problem is, I'm finding it really hard to find the motivation/fight my inner demons/ stop hating myself and ending up in that vicious cycle of over eating.
I know I'm a comfort eater. I have a sweet tooth. It's definitely my downfall. But nothing else seems to fill the void. Bananas are coming close but I know I'll start hating them soon if I'm not careful.
I'm so so so tempted to just eat beans and rice for the next month, but I know that could be dangerous as I wouldn't have a balanced diet, and I've got a very energetic 11mo at home who still breastfeed so I'd like to make sure I'm able to keep up with him.
I just hate the way I look. I've put on so much weight and I hate it and it's really affecting my MH.