I've lost 20lbs in the last 6 weeks. Have been crazy strict focused, staying under calorie limit every day, no cheat meals etc.
For the past 2 days I have been experiencing the heaviest period of my life. To the extent that I feel dizzy and woozy whenever I stand up, feel really very weak and also incredibly sore, tender and bloated.
My body has been sending crazy craving messages to my brain and over the last 24 hours I've given in and eaten things I shouldn't have. Mostly small snacks here and there. 1 x slice of 63 cal bread toasted. Bowl of special k. A low fat yoghurt. Some dark chocolate. But also a big bag of Popchips (DON'T buy these in BBQ if you're on a diet - I imagine they rank somewhere alongside Fentanyl in addictiveness
).
I've probably overeaten by 700 calories over 48 hours. I haven't had takeaway or anything really bad in the grand scheme of things. But I feel awful. Like I've totally sabotaged myself and all my progress
. Last night I dreamt I weighed myself and was 15st
(was 10st 13lb a few days ago for context).
Can you please kick me up the arse and help me get my brain back in gear?
Today I have had a big breakfast (1 egg, 2 bacon medallions, mushrooms, reduced sugar/salt beans and 1 slice of tiny toast) and am not planning eating again till dinner (fillet steak + 1/2 baked sweet potato + asparagus + green beans). Am chugging water as well.
Why can't I just give myself a break when my body is going through some unpleasant stuff. Eurgh.