I am very overweight and permanently thinking about my weight. I've put on two stone since my third pregnancy, and I was overweight to begin with. Last week, at the suggestion of a friend, I joined WW for the six billionth time (although I alternate with SW, so please don't think I haven't tried both). I was really good for three days, then had a big wobble (I have an anxiety disorder, which I seem to manage with food!) and overate. Then, because I'd 'ruined it', I've eaten badly all day today too. This is such a regular pattern that it's shameful; now I feel I can't go to group because I can't have gained in week one (albeit the six billionth week one), when you're supposed to lose the most. What on Earth is wrong with me? I'm so sick of being fat and failing these diets, but it's like I'm two people, and the other part of me just wants to eat normally and drink wine! Does this sound familiar to anyone, or has anyone overcome this?