I've been wanting to lose weight for a long time. But no matter what occasions I could use as goals, I just never seem motivated or be able to pull out my finger to do so.
Over the past 18 months I've had various issues with my health including a recent diagnosis (6 months ago) of Bipolar disorder and since then have been trying a cocktail of medications in order to get me stable. These all come with the lovely side effects of weight gain. Throw a recent holiday into the mixture and I put on around 12lb in two weeks. How fun.
I feel disgusting whenever I look in the mirror. None of my clothes fit right now. And I just feel so out of breath. I'm supposed to be a bridesmaid at my sisters wedding in 16 months but I'm not quite sure if I'd like to be because of my size.
I'm 5ft 2in and weigh 15 stone 5lb/215lb.
Ideally I'd like to be around 9 stone 7lb/133lb.
I'm not sure which route I'll choose. I'm not 100% sure why I'm posting.
I tend to skip all meals until evening time and then binge. I find it easier to eat food that's on the go or snacks. Or sugary foods.
I don't like what I've become and I also do not want to gain any further weight due to side effects of medication.
I want to get my life back in order.
I'm 25 and a single parent to a boy. I've no confidence and a low self esteem.
I guess this may be the starting point that I need.
Has anyone any tips or advice? In regards to managing cravings, resisting temptation, remaining motivated?