Feel like I can't pull myself together.
DS is 19mo and I gave up bfing last week, after cutting back slowly over past few months. Since giving birth, I haven't been able to shift the 10kg I put on while pregnant. Bfing kept the weight off, if I hadn't been bfing I'd be twice the size I am now.
I've noticed that suddenly, I'm so so fat. It's just crept up the last week or so. I know its linked to giving up bfing, but it's come as a shock. Am all huge flabby stomach and huge love handles and fat arms now and none of my clothes fit me.
Not sure how to get a grip on it all. I feel too tired and busy and generally too mumsy and bedraggled to commit to a diet.
In addition, am going through IVF, had egg transfer on Monday, and am on progesterone which is making me really really bloated.
Of course I want to be pregnant and for this cycle to work but at the same time I just think that am going to get pregnant 10 kg heavier than I want to be and am just going to get fatter and fatter and there is nothing I can do about it.
Just having a moan I guess :-(