Hi
I am finally going to join my local classes.
I am very shy and have no confidence at all. I feel sick at the thought of joining a slimming group.
I have promised Dp I will go because my weight is ridiculous since having dd2 9 weeks ago and he is starting to nag at me daily.
I am 17stone 9lb and a size 20. 
This isn't the biggest I have ever been. I was 19 stone 7lb at the beginning of last year and started the Cambridge plan where I got down to 15 stone 5lb before giving up due to financial difficulties. I know I can do this.
Any tips on what to expect tonight?
I am so nervous about going I don't know how I'm going to be before I walk in. I am going to go a bit earlier than 6 to see how many people will be there. I'm so scared.
I've joined a gym too and I'm nervous about going too because I'm so fat. I went for my induction and it was ok but I was by far the biggest there and I felt everyone was looking at me. I'm scared I break a machine or something.
How do I gain confidence? I've been like this all my life and feel I've missed out on so much