I have always been a bit weighty, since childhood. 5 years ago though I managed to lose 8 stone and felt so fit and healthy, so why the fuck have I let myself put 4 stone back on over the last 2 years. I am still happy, I think. I just lack any motivation to do it again, I know what to do I just CBA to get on with it. I feel so sorry for my DH as I am constantly moaning about looking shit in all my clothes.
I would be happy with a few stone off to be honest I don't feel the need to get back to 10 stone I just cannot understand why I have done it, I am an intelligent person!