I cannot face another Summer of covering my vile body and feeling upset when I see slim people looking lovely and cool in summer clothes. Sick of feeling enormous and vile.... Plus I'm starting to worry about some of the health implications of my weight.
Every diet or drastic action I try to take just does not work. I scupper it. At the moment I just want to stop the more appalling food habits I have.
Today, instead of a big, greasy joint of meat for Sunday lunch, (which i would inevitably cut bits off all afternoon, I did a stir-fry with a bit of left over chicken and some mussels. It was SO lovely and there was plenty. So, even though I've eaten well, why do I feel like want to stuff my face? How do I stop these feelings? Is it just a case of re-training my mind? I HAVE to do something.