I had intended to send a longer message on saturday but had children demanding my attention.
Anyway well done everyone, Zalen you're nearly in the 12s
. Arty, are you going to the nurse today or waiting til friday? Good luck, if it's today.
I had a weekend of children's parties so dds were happy and entertained. But I completely lost my willpower. There were food for adults at both and I just ate and ate. When I was overweight I used to wonder if people were looking at me, as I went back and forwards to a food table, noticing that I ate more than anyone else in the room. I used to come away from parties mortified by my behaviour. I don't suppose they did notice but I was still embarrassed. Two years later and I still have no ability to stop after one crisp or biscuit. So at the weekend I munched vast quantities of cakes, biscuits, crisps, marshmallows, chocolate fingers. I couldn't even begin to enter it into mfp.
I am so angry with myself as I had managed about 11 days without a snack. I don't even like snack food, I have really been enjoying eating well over the last fortnight, I love vegetables and healthy food. So diet starts again today. I do need to work out a strategy for dealing with parties. I don't mind blowing calories on things I enjoy but just not party food.
Didn't weigh myself as it was a stressful schoolrun this morning. Will try to tomorrow.