I'm very contrary so my brain goes mad at the idea of can't have but I'm eating nothing but crap to the point I keep worrying about a heart attack, I'm unrecognisable to myself in photos and don't look nice in anything. I like walking and being outside, I have a fairly active lifestyle but only as in I don't just sit around. I've eaten a whole Packet of biscuits everyday for 3 days and not even enjoyed them I just want to eat all the time. I've been slim in the past at 10 stone now I'm almost 15 and doing nothing about it. I'm actually really sad about this, part of its out of loneliness/boredom as my dh works long hours and I'm at home with the dc in the evenings just eating. I need a total lifestyle overhaul but where do I begin? Thanks.