Hello,
I am going to keep an online account of my experiences and hope to make it through.
I have at least 3 stones to lose and will reassess when I get there. It has been years since I have been comfortable with my body. I was diagnosed with PCOS and it's accompanying joy -insulin resistance a year back. It explains a lot.
My cravings once I start on the carbs get out of control so I know I need a break from food and deal with it from a distance. I really resent having this condition. Unfortunately I have inherited it.
I am a private person so seeing a councillor through Cambridge diet/lighter life just fills me with dread and the expense is too much.
So I thought this might be the best bet. I have low carbed for the last 3 days and have gone through the headache and queasy feeling. I have just had my first shake and it surprisingly tasted good. It was chocolate. Not too sweet.
I have been steadily increasing my water-up to 6 pints a day from too little frankly.
My goals are to be in a swimming costume and not feel so dreadful, to be able to shift my apple tyre and to be able to wear a short dress. Maybe jeans?!? Most of all I would dearly like some semblance of a waist!
I plan to start exercising everyday too once my body adapts. I feel much better for an hour+ a day.
I suppose this is all about reclaiming myself. I am good at sticking to things once I start but get disheartened if the weightless stalls and on previous diets this is exactly what has happened as they have been too carb heavy. I can deal with a bit of discomfort but only if it works.