I am so annoyed with myself. I am sick and tired of arguing with myself about food. The only person I am hurting is me and it sucks. I need to lose 2 1/2 stone and are pretty crap at food. The only time I have ever been able to monitor my food intake and not put on weight was the 6-8 months between buying my wedding dress and getting married. I think about food a lot and it is annoying. I want to be abkle to enjoy exercise. I used to swim twice a week when pregnant with dc1 and got a bit jumpy if I didn't go, these days I give up after about 3 days. ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.