I really need to lose weight
I have lost 5 stone before now, gradually put it on and lost 4 and a half a couple of years ago.
I loved it, I felt great. I wasn't super skinny and never will be (or want to be!) but I looked reasonably normal!! (whatever that is!)
But now a lot of that has crept back on.
I am so down about it, I really don't think I can spend the next 8/9/10 months trying to lose 4 stone. I don't think I have it in me
But I hate myself like this,
You know how it is, the clothes in the wardbrobe stop fitting so I am down to a few pairs of trousers and tops! And I don't even like them.
I don't have much confidence anyway but this weight gain has put it back to zero
I won't even go to places if I will see people that haven't seen me for a while
I really need some inspiration
I was going to go back to WW tomorrow with my Mum but feel so ashamed.
I joined on and off last year, kept having another go. The last time I joined the lady who takes the money made some funny remark about all the forms they have to re fill in for me, all the extra work I make for them
I know she was only joking but I don't think she shoud have said it. The lady next to her who helps out quickly said "Oh at least she is back, that all that matters"
which was nice of her!!
Sorry for waffling on!!!
If I lost weight through typing/talking I would be a size 10