OK, I've decided to take radical action. I've done weightwatchers (3 times), slimming world, detoxes, India and Neris, Alli, acupuncture etc and I am still struggling with the same 2 stones. Losing weight is easy for a wee while, then it all comes piling back on. I have come to the conclusion that I can't do this by willpower alone and need something else.
Soooo, I have signed up for hynoband. I need to break bad habits rather than just willing them away. I had my first consultation this week with a great hypnotherapist (he's also a cognitive behavioural therapist). We had a long chat about food habits, goals, family, health and the relationships between all of these. Chatting to someone impartial has made me realise that I have some seriously compulsive habits that can be changed. I associate food with comfort, celebration, reward, commiseration, happiness etc etc. I eat standing up sometimes. I nearly always eat in front of a screen / magazine etc. My laptop is on the breakfast bar and I type facing the fridge - how can I hope to succeed with this backdrop?
I know that I can make good choices, eat slowly and stop when I'm full. So far it's sinking in (no hypnosis yet, just a chat), I'm eating well and slowly, not snacking and just the power of that conversation and the introspection that has followed has enabled me to make positive choices.
I'm going to stop here but just wanted to share this experience with you. I have my first hypnosis session on Tuesday and will update then if that's OK.
Have a great day and make positive choices!