Been TUPED to a new organisation, early days but not loving it and want out. I have been keeping an eye on jobs in my field but there’s nothing at the moment.
I loved my job before and leaving was never on my radar, I’m sad at how quickly that has changed. I’ve lost my confidence, have low morale and am questioning my abilities. I’m depressed and anxious more than usual, i’m not coping as well as I hoped I would. The new organisation has a totally different ethos and it’s been very jarring.
I’m actually annoyed that I can’t just be ok with it, it would save me so much stress if I could just experience all this unbothered. But I have certain values which don’t seem to match with this new organisation and because I never really chose to work for them I’m finding it hard to get past it. I’m gritting my teeth and trying to get through each day and I can’t go on like that. It’s disheartening that there are no suitable jobs I could apply for right now but I’ll keep checking as long as I feel like this.
Anyone been through similar? This whole thing has really done a number on me. I wasn’t thrilled about it to begin with but thought I’d get over it eventually.