Just that really. Going away soon & I just can’t get into the holiday mood, i can’t feel excited for it. I’ve been feeling low for a while but lately it’s become more so. I work part time but I’m on my leave. I haven’t been anywhere or done anything other than housework. The kids are grown up, late teen & early 20’s. DH is mostly at work & seems in a bad mood most days, there’s never a day that goes by where he’s not arguing with someone & brings the whole mood of the house down. There’s 3 of us going away, I had been looking forward to it but lately I just feel despondent, what with all the arguing & bad moods. DH constantly moans about money & how much things cost (which I get) so i’m making do with what I have - trying to save as much as I can for when we go. I’ve suffered a couple of huge bereavements in the last few years & it’s not been easy, I have been struggling but I do keep it to myself, a part of me feels I have to. I know we’re very lucky to be able to be going away, it’s not something we do every year.