Have done this before just current market and prices a bit mad.
I love to compete, am not very good but enthusiastic! I'm also getting on and aware my riding days are numbered.
I have a 5 year old I'm bringing in, but have to take it slowly with her for her mental health.
My older pony that made my heart sing , has been struggling with asthma for the last few years and the chance to school and compete him is very sporadic.
Have seen an older pony that ticks all my boxes ( basically looks like he would ride same as my boy) but he is 16.5 years.
He is expensive ( but would be out of my budget if younger) but kind of feel I could treat money as yearly subscription to golf club type of thing , as in If I could have fun for three years it's x amount per year. Then my baby ought to be up and running. He would have a home for life, I don't mean he would be disposable, would just join my other old crocks.
Is this a bit mad ?