I RODE MY HORSE
Long story started like this its long .
And then he bronco'd me off when I tried to get on resulting in broken ribs.
Roll on 10 weeks, 2 physio (sp?!) visits, a saddle fitter, shitloads of ground work and some serious trust building for both of us ..... I'm on!!!
Yipppeeee!!!!
First time Thurs was a leg up, today I manage to get on by myself from a mounting block by swinging my leg over ( wary of mounting with stirrup due to how I came off the first time) which is a huge achievement for us both! He didn't flinch or move today while I stood and psyched myself up!
He is ridiculously quiet to ride in the paddock but very very green (as expected), looking forward to our first hack tomorrow!
I think I may have just fallen in love with him all over again! 
Please excuse the state of me I very much need to ditch the warm comfy but look like a ball of scruff hoody!