I'm currently on my PGCE and have been applying for jobs but am having no success. I've applied for four jobs so far and have always gotten an interview but never a job. One job I was cut at lunch, another job there was 4 applicants and 3 jobs and I was the one who didn't get it. Just got back from another today and there was only me and another candidate (there was a 3rd but they withdrew) and they said that I didn't get it because the other candidate had more teaching experience and interviewed better. I find this hard as I'm only 22 and don't know how I can get more experience when I can't get a teaching job. I already was a secondary school TA for two years, volunteered in a primary school for 3 years and currently run a children's SEN club at the weekend and I have all As in my GCSEs and A-Levels and went to a good university. At the moment I just feel a bit disheartened to think that all those hours of work haven't paid off in the end and perhaps weren't as important in the real world as i thought they would be.
I teach Psychology so not many jobs have come up and I'm starting to worry about not having anything for September. I've asked for feedback everytime & everytime it's been different. Sometimes my lesson that's the issue, sometimes my interview. So as much as I try to improve I feel like I just end up finding more things wrong with my teaching. I've done mock interviews at my university & they've always given me positive feedback so I feel as though I'm not really learning anything from them and my mentors feedback on my lessons is always positive aswell. I wish they'd tell me honestly how I was doing because clearly my teaching isn't as good as they say.
At this point I'm loosing a lot of confidence in my teaching and worry it might not be for me, but at the moment I have no backup plan. I used to be a teaching assistant so could go back to that role however I can't stand the fact that I might have wasted a year and £9000 in university fees to just continue being a TA and earn the same. I'm working two part time jobs alongside my pgce and am desperate to leave them but I can only do that once I have something full time that pays. I've considered supply aswell however I'd really like to get my ECT years done.
Has anyone had a similar experience? Do I just need to call it a day and move on to a different job? If so what? Any help is appreciated thank you 🥰