I have about another 15 years of my career left, and I don't feel as though I can cope! I'm a secondary teacher and the pressure is getting too much. Teaching two GCSEs, A Level and IB is such as lot of responsibility and I just can't switch off from work. I always seem to have a huge amount of marking hanging over me.
Am I deluded in thinking that if I moved into KS1 or KS2 teaching that the pressure would lessen? I don't think that Primary teaching is easier - certainly not - but the relentless exam pressure and grading (just about to enter another round of mocks for two GCSEs and an A Level, having just graded a load of IB work) is starting to really make me feel unwell. It's an essay subject, so there's an element of subjectiveness in the grading and marking takes such a long time. The scrutiny is hard-work.
I enjoy teaching and wouldn't want to leave, but I can't cope with the amount of exam classes. I also have KS3, but I don't feel I do this justice because of the KS4 and KS5 exam prioritisation.
As a single parent with a DC at university, I can't afford to go part-time.
Would it be wise to look at KS1 and KS2 jobs? My school is linked to a Prep, and I often wonder what it would be like to teach there. I do love smaller children, which is also a reason why I'm wondering.
Thank you.