I finished my ECT last year, have I've moved to ks1 this year (was uks2 last year) and omg I am questioning my life choices. They are loud. Everything takes ages. They can't follow instructions. Everything feels completely chaotic and like I'm constantly playing catch up. There's so much marking, obviously not long passages of text like in uks2, but they can't live mark yet (we'd be there forever.) I've got a ta who is great but new to the phase as well and I can't even figure out what I need to do never mind delegate stuff to her. Obviously I now don't get my ECT time now which very much acted as a pressure valve for my challenging class last year. I keep telling myself it's only week 1 and they are only little so won't be able to follow multi step instructions like older kids can, but I'm just feeling so drained and like I'm really not cut out for it. I didn't ask to move and have felt apprehensive about it (I did a KS1 placement when training and wasn't too keen) but never thought I'd feel so overwhelmed. People who have done a similar move, does it get easier?! Please tell me it does because I am so stressed at the mo and don't know how I will cope with a whole year of this 😢