Not really sure what I want from this, just need somewhere to get it out 😔
My school had ofsted last week and my department was deep dived. Everything went really well (whole school, not just department) and we are thrilled with the outcomes.
But, I feel so....odd after 😔 I was, like everyone, totally wiped out Thur/Fri and felt really emotional. Saturday was similar but I felt better Sunday. Been back at school today and although the day has been fine overall, I just feel so weird, I can't even explain it. Things that wouldn't normally bother me just feel too much e.g. someone wanted to observe Y7 today - normally, wouldn't have batted an eyelid but it honestly just felt like an insurmountable task.
The inspector asked me how I was supported by leadership in the deep dive meeting, while a member of SLT (who is also my line manager) was present. My answer was positive so nothing can come back from it but it just felt awkward and I didn't say anything 😔
I suppose I feel I should be happy etc which I am in a way, but also feel odd.