Hi all, hoping to get some advice from some seasoned and experienced education professionals. - My apologies if this is a little long! I qualified as a Primary teacher in 2015, passed all placements successfully, etc, and very much enjoyed the job. The main issue was my mentor on my final placement - she was an absolute horror and made my life a living hell (think literally crying every Sunday night at the thought of having to go back and losing my words when she came into the room while I was teaching). It was all very unwarranted criticism and just very persistent nasty, bitchy comments, real "mean girl" behaviour. (Obviously, I had things to learn and improve, but I went from having very positive reports on early placements to basically being told to quit teaching as I was so bad. After I complained, I was independently observed by a number of other teachers, including the head and my uni tutor, all of whom said that her assessment that I was just a "shit teacher" was totally unwarranted). She was ultimately removed for bullying and replaced with another teacher who was much better! The issue is that the damage was done, and while I completed the course successfully (with great references/reports), I turned down an offer to teach at my final placement school because my confidence was shot to pieces, and I ended up having a mini breakdown from the stress of this woman.
Long story short I ended up in another career which I have been doing successfully for the last few years. I do enjoy it and am good at it, but it is very corporate in nature, and ultimately quite unrewarding, especially when I consider doing it for the rest of my professional life! Very much making as much money as possible for the company, rather than making a "real difference" if that makes sense (am aware that lots of seasoned teachers will think I am very naive by this point!) For the last year or so, I have toyed with the idea of returning to teaching, and did a few one-off tutoring sessions for friends and family, which I really enjoyed. My main question is would I be totally insane to try and get back into teaching after such a long gap? My plan was to get some supply experience under my belt for a year or two (possibly even as a HLTA or cover supervisor rather than class teacher as I am literally so nervous!), before possibly going back full time. I have QTS, but did not complete my NQT/ECT year.
I know that teaching is a hot mess right now (family members are secondary school teachers), but it is something I know would give me a lot more job satisfaction compared to my current role, and ultimately, something I really did enjoy during my PGCE year and subsequent pops of experience. Essentially, would any school even touch me with a bargepole after so long out of the classroom, and is this a totally mad goal? Thanks to all who made it this far!