Hi,
I am well aware from reading many posts and speaking to other teacher friends in different schools of the pressures we are all facing: workload, work-life balance, Ofsted looming, funding.
I’m just wondering of any positive experiences of primary teachers where you feel you work in a supportive workplace and can manage these issues without feeling overwhelmed and undervalued?
Since returning this academic year I have been unwell with a range of viruses and ongoing infections; I have had to take a few days off here and there because I was physically too unwell to teach. Despite feeling more and more pressure each week, I’ve managed into school but have felt my mental health declining: I’ve been crying every night after work; feeling tearful in the workplace (SLT have seen me upset and airing my concerns about workload, behaviour, mixed messages from management) and do not act on it; and generally feeling ‘zoned out’ and brain fog.
Even though I have spoken to SLT, tried self-care and wellbeing to try and manage a work-life balance and struggled into work this term, I have hit a wall and am really suffering. The GP has put me onto medication for anxiety and I know myself I do not feel fit to return.
The school is expecting Ofsted any minute, the SLT are very ‘cliquey’ and gossip constantly about personal details about staff and parents (sometimes extremely inappropriately). Staff are not thought of highly if they leave work at a reasonable time, say before 4.30pm (even if their marking and planning is done). When concerns about marking demands and planning, paperwork, SEN, behaviour issues are raised no clear messages or support is offered. There are also other teachers (and support staff) who have complained and have been really suffering from workplace stress and burnout - the SLT witness them crying and don’t act upon it. It feels they blame the teachers rather than looking at their own policies or approach to see what the common denominator is.
Many times SLT inform teachers to ‘make up’ the numbers referring to data then pride themselves on school performance…there are so many things that don’t feel right and I know I need to apply for a new position.
any advice? I am aware all schools have a lot of pressure but does this sound ‘normal’?
what would you do?
thanks in advance